In the middle of my birthday party, surrounded by friends and yet I feel more isolated than ever. I think its time to revert to the old me. The one that kept to herself. I love my friends, but I am not me anymore. I don’t have that connection to myself I so desperately need.
I feel nothing, but him.
I wish I could let go, but those memories seem to haunt me. I seem to be so willing to let them in.
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December 7 2012